I'm getting really excited!!

I'm a roller coaster of emotions these days. Thankfully, I'm not the angry type so my emotions seem to be roll between...excited, nervous, worry, happy, or sad. Right now in this moment, I'm excited!

I can't believe I'm going to be having another baby so soon! I'm going to be a mother of two. And I'm having a son! In the back of my mind I keep worrying that what if he turns out to be a she. Hard not to worry about after everything has been monogrammed, the nursery is almost done, and the mountain of boy cloths I'm going to be washing next week. Guess its natural. I love the idea of having a little boy. In a few small ways it makes me sad to think I may never have another daughter again because I love little girly things and shopping for Addison is still more exciting to me then the past few times I've bought Weston stuff. But I always said I wanted two boys and a girl. Boys are so much fun! I adore seeing Nathan with Addison but I'm also really looking forward to seeing him with a little man in tow. I can picture the little guy with matching jeans and boots like daddy or at t-ball games. So cute! :)

Last night, my roller coaster was all the way down in the dumps. Not because I'm not excited about having a baby, but because I'm worried about Addison. These past few weeks Addison has been a totally different child. Difficult, bad attitude, testing her limits constantly, crying a lot, etc. I wont go into details but last night she had a series of several emotional meltdowns back to back and both Nathan and I were at a lost at how to comfort her because it escalated past being upset into almost uncontrollable. It made me really scared. Her world is changing and she isn't handling it too well. My bed rest and going to school has not been easy on her. She is only two and it's hard to explain or help her understand. I want this transition to go smoothly. While I was laying in bed I realized that I hadn't been praying for Addison as much as I used to. I decided that it was my job to start praying for wisdom in how to help her and to pray for her during this time. So I'm covering her up in prayers right now! So far, today has been a really good day. (We shall see how she is when she wakes up...lately it's been rough!) We are planning to do something special with her Sunday to celebrate one of our last outings as a family of three. But if you think of this situation, please say a little prayer for her.

To end on a happier note...UGA football starts tomorrow!! Can't wait to see both my children in their Georgia clothes in a few weeks. :)